For victory look I’m tearing, I keep bumping the razors edge My bed is all pastel colours, but the chaos in my head Is why this fursuit smells of cigarettes, how can I go and disconnect When I wrote the rent check, then spent it all on steam games on the internet? And I guess I’m turning 30, never thought it’d come so fast I’m nostalgic like bubble tape but that flavor never lasts Don’t know when I get it right, if I keep dressing up like death Swinging a plastic scythe to cut the collar that’s choking off my breath And I’m lucid but I’m not- I’m flying high on a headful of Ambien I like to flirt with yiff and clop and fuck with my head in reckless abandon I’m howling at moon, I swear I’m gonna transform soon Cause my PR lady says when I’m a werewolf my audience will swoon Yeah I tried to buy a muzzle, but they don’t make them extra large And In terms of shutting my mouth, my hoof does well in charge Cause my moods they change so rapidly that I talk shit all illegal Sometimes this lithium doesn’t take Here we go again we keep Shadowboxing the punchline Here we go again silly fucker get gone Cause you make me feel real nervous When I’m standing by her side Here we go again silly fucker get gone For victory look I’m broken, patterned scars upon on my arm Back before you said you love me, back before your words disarm Through the fog of this depression, in human being I trust Because as much as I hate to admit, I’m not a wolf or a pegasus Yeah I guess that’s pretty stupid, cause me and Derpy are best friends We sing Disney in the bath while we’re straight up cursing our split ends Burning popcorn in the microwave with these hooves and paws they gave All I wanted was one button but that button never saved me I’m filling up this vacant lot, like it’s the only hope I’ve got I’d like to settle down past these fears and plant a pretty garden that won’t rot Cause I promise you I’m true, but now I’m drunk and there’s still you And you’re rubbing my back like you’ll get through, but none of this shit is new And I ain’t got no right to argue, my paranoia cuts your patience But that soft look upon your eyes says I’m a clown before a patient You sing me to sleep sometimes but I know that you have your doubts Cause I’m pawing your window, I locked mine climbing out Here we go again we keep Shadowboxing the punchline Here we go again silly fucker get gone Cause you make me feel real nervous When I’m standing by her side Here we go again silly fucker get gone