For victory look I’m tearing, I keep bumping the razors edge
My bed is all pastel colours, but the chaos in my head
Is why this fursuit smells of cigarettes, how can I go and disconnect
When I wrote the rent check, then spent it all on steam games on the internet?
And I guess I’m turning 30, never thought it’d come so fast
I’m nostalgic like bubble tape but that flavor never lasts
Don’t know when I get it right, if I keep dressing up like death
Swinging a plastic scythe to cut the collar that’s choking off my breath
And I’m lucid but I’m not- I’m flying high on a headful of Ambien
I like to flirt with yiff and clop and fuck with my head in reckless abandon
I’m howling at moon, I swear I’m gonna transform soon
Cause my PR lady says when I’m a werewolf my audience will swoon
Yeah I tried to buy a muzzle, but they don’t make them extra large
And In terms of shutting my mouth, my hoof does well in charge
Cause my moods they change so rapidly that I talk shit all illegal
Sometimes this lithium doesn’t take

Here we go again we keep
Shadowboxing the punchline
Here we go again silly fucker get gone
Cause you make me feel real nervous
When I’m standing by her side
Here we go again silly fucker get gone

For victory look I’m broken, patterned scars upon on my arm
Back before you said you love me, back before your words disarm
Through the fog of this depression, in human being I trust
Because as much as I hate to admit, I’m not a wolf or a pegasus
Yeah I guess that’s pretty stupid, cause me and Derpy are best friends
We sing Disney in the bath while we’re straight up cursing our split ends
Burning popcorn in the microwave with these hooves and paws they gave
All I wanted was one button but that button never saved me
I’m filling up this vacant lot, like it’s the only hope I’ve got
I’d like to settle down past these fears and plant a pretty garden that won’t rot
Cause I promise you I’m true, but now I’m drunk and there’s still you
And you’re rubbing my back like you’ll get through, but none of this shit is new
And I ain’t got no right to argue, my paranoia cuts your patience
But that soft look upon your eyes says I’m a clown before a patient
You sing me to sleep sometimes but I know that you have your doubts
Cause I’m pawing your window, I locked mine climbing out

Here we go again we keep
Shadowboxing the punchline
Here we go again silly fucker get gone
Cause you make me feel real nervous
When I’m standing by her side
Here we go again silly fucker get gone